<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><?xml-stylesheet type='text/xsl' href='http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/mmm2008-07-24_12.50/rsspretty.aspx?rssquery=en-US;http%3a%2f%2fvashjinn.spaces.live.com%2ffeed.rss' version='1.0'?><rss version="2.0" xmlns:slash="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/slash/" xmlns:msn="http://schemas.microsoft.com/msn/spaces/2005/rss" xmlns:live="http://schemas.microsoft.com/live/spaces/2006/rss" xmlns:dcterms="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" xmlns:cf="http://www.microsoft.com/schemas/rss/core/2005" xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/"><channel><title>Jade's Whatnots</title><description>(something witty escapes me...... sorry kids)</description><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/</link><language>en-US</language><pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:38:42 GMT</pubDate><lastBuildDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:38:42 GMT</lastBuildDate><generator>Microsoft Spaces v1.1</generator><docs>http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification</docs><ttl>60</ttl><live:identity><live:id>6228511839911085821</live:id><live:alias>vashjinn</live:alias></live:identity><image><title>Jade's Whatnots</title><url>http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pUJxaimbX8P5Ox4Nt4lLkag0yedekSZ1PbbV4fUPmbXuOECTc4TYeIAWbSfOiVNZ0</url><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/</link></image><cf:listinfo><cf:group ns="http://schemas.microsoft.com/live/spaces/2006/rss" element="typelabel" label="Type" /><cf:group ns="http://schemas.microsoft.com/live/spaces/2006/rss" element="tag" label="Tag" /><cf:group element="category" label="Category" /><cf:sort element="pubDate" label="Date" data-type="date" default="true" /><cf:sort element="title" label="Title" data-type="string" /><cf:sort ns="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/slash/" element="comments" label="Comments" data-type="number" /></cf:listinfo><item><title>My life so far</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!681.entry</link><description>&lt;font color="#ffffff"&gt;So how's my effing luck? I miss my best friend, I miss my kid (not
necessarily in that order.) and I'm getting sick of watching my
roommate and her boytoy slobbering all over each other. I've told her
it's very depressing to watch and she must have thought I was freaking
kidding. I'm not.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well ... as for my luck ... I seem to pick up
guys that have issues with women. I met this guy here and I thought to
myself ... (heh heh) he's a former marine and he's a lot like my best
friend. He's got the most awesome eyes ever ... I am so jealous of
them. They are blue, yet not. But they are always &amp;quot;clear&amp;quot;. I really
liked him and liked to spend time with him.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;But apparently I was
getting too attached as I got pissed off when he canceled plans on me
at the last minute and went out with someone else. Uh dur hello? Of
course I'm going to be mad. I had made all my plans around the
opportunity to hang out with someone I could have good and intelligent
conversation with. The conversation never turned into an all about him
fest. So, now I'm stuck.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I know his issues and I'm okay with
them. But my frelling OCD is kicking in. I have to fix whatever broke.
Oh wait I was honest with him is what it was. I think the big bad tough
marine started to crack and I was getting too close. I can't get him to
tell me as he has stopped talking to me.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So, I'm stuck with
nothing really to do. I haven't alot of friends here and the ones I did
have are all running on their own thing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I was so depressed over
the deal yesterday I spent most of the day crying. Yup these classes
are awesome. I now know a lot about things that I experienced for a
long time and it sucks. Anyway.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So I miss the friend that I had
and I know I always fuck things up. So that's my luck. It sucks. I
liked it here alright but now it's getting really rough.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I miss
my baby girl, I miss my best friends, I miss my boys at the department.
I miss running calls and I really miss my baby girl.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+My+life+so+far&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!681.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!681.entry</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:30:55 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!681/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!681.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-07-21T00:30:55Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Why should I bother?</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!679.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#f2f2f2"&gt;Just when I thought my life was going well ... it suddenly turns to shit.  So why do I bother at all?  I'm going to the school I want, finally but why should I bother trying to fix my life?  The plan I laid out to make certain other plans happen means nothing without the end goal.  When will the end goal be reinstated?  Who knows.  Does it hurt?  Every second.  I can't be alone without breaking down into tears.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#f2f2f2"&gt;The feeling of finally feeling whole and unbroken has disolved.  I think it was just illusion to begin with.  I think I am destined to be a lonely, broken woman.  My bug doesn't need to see me that way all the time.  I need to her to be happy, healthy and whole.  I don't want my life to be hers.  I want so much for her but I can't be there.  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#f2f2f2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#f2f2f2"&gt;So thanks to the people I talked to that I thought I could trust because someone else told me they could be trusted.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#f2f2f2"&gt;Everyone can just forget me.  No, I won't be fine.  Nothing wil ever be okay again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Why+should+I+bother%3f&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!679.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!679.entry</guid><pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:36:19 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>3</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!679/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!679.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-04-29T12:36:19Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>The wish of a child</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!677.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#f2f2f2"&gt;I have to admit ... my girl is just precious.  Yeah I’m biased but she has a wish that I know she thinks of alot.  Probably more than I realize.  She wants Jay to come home from the Army.  She misses him as much as I do.  She tells me sometimes when it’s bedtime that she wishes he were here, that she loves him and misses him.  The look on her face is enough to make me want to cry.  I tell her he’s at work like Daddy was at work.  But what worked for a 3 year old does not work now that she’s 7.  She doesn’t want to be a soldier like her mommy and Jay, or like her dad was, because she doesn’t want to go to war.  &lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#f2f2f2"&gt;I may not like the fact that my best friend is there (I’m being selfish for so many reasons) but he knew what he was getting into and I give him my full support.  I am very proud of him.  So is Kira but that doesn’t make her not wish he was here.  She misses getting wrestled with or tickled or flung around on the couch at the station.  I miss seeing them play together because sometimes Jay was just a little kid inside an adult body.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#f2f2f2"&gt;So, I too wish that Jay was here.  I miss him and even though the firehouse is full, it’s still kinda empty without him.  His presence is always larger than life and usually that was enough.  The times I miss him the most?  Everyday.  When I have something to tell him or I just want someone to cheer me up.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#f2f2f2"&gt;So, Kira’s wish for Jay is that he comes home from the Army.  My wish?  That he comes home safely in whatever manner he was intended to.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+The+wish+of+a+child&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!677.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!677.entry</guid><pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:33:18 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>1</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!677/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!677.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-03-31T17:33:18Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>What to do ...</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!676.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#ccc1d9"&gt;My sunshine ... Jay, is in Iraq.  I am more worried about him now than ever.  The last text message I got was I miss me.  I don't know what happened last night but I'd like to know.  I want to help him.  It's in my nature to help.  (Gee ... cobmat medic ... firefighter ... see the pattern?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#ccc1d9"&gt;I cried at work today because it is always emotional to &amp;quot;talk&amp;quot; to him.  I never know what I'm going to say or if I've upset him.  I want him to come back and I want him whole and sane but if I get him back broken, hurting and slightly mental that's okay.  I can deal with that.  That we can fix over time.  Hey that's what  I want to do when I grow up.  I want to work with soldiers and help them heal.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#ccc1d9"&gt;I miss him so much.  I don't know how to express that other than telling him 20 times a day and that's a bit much.  I guess that I will have to wait until he can call me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I am sitting here enjoying the snow falling.  Yes, that's right the snow.  After so many promised days of snow we actually have snow that's sticking to the ground.  (And about 2 inches of that was on my car!  *grumbles*)  Well, not condusive to taking a young 'un to school.  Yeah they had school.  Good thing it's earlier rather than now because now ... the snow is sticking to the street.  The firebird handled well this morning.  I know my low track works (ya, for anyone who knows my car that is a frelling shock!) but I would not have taken Kira out if there had been snow on the road.  Makes me miss the POS Pathfinder and the ass warmers with 4WD.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;But it is peaceful.  Wish I could share it with Jay but he's only seeing a shitload of sand right now.  I'll have to send pictures.  Yup got some this morning but will take more in a few.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;The only thing I&amp;quot;ve ever really liked about snow ... is how peaceful and calm everything is.  Like everything is perfect and in harmony.  Oh and the perfect chance to snuggle up with your someone special.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I'm not sure what would be going on if Jay were here but I know that my department has already had one MVA this morning due to weather.  A single vehicle rollover.  It was station 2's call and I must say ... 407 was a wee bit excited.  I think because he either saw it or came across it on his way to work.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I still can't believe that Little Rock is finally getting snow!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+It%e2%80%99s+the+peaceful+quiet+of+snow+...&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!673.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!673.entry</guid><pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 14:11:41 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!673/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!673.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-03-04T14:11:41Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Finally</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!670.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" color="#c6d9f0" size=4&gt;I finally have the internet back.  So my morning consists of checking the Fallen Warriors page at Fort Drum to make sure Jay's name isn't on it.  He's worrying me now.  I haven't heard from him since the 10th and other folks have.  We have a lot of issues and  I need t o know that e are still okay.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" color="#c6d9f0" size=4&gt;I miss him.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Finally&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!670.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!670.entry</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:04:17 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!670/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!670.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-02-22T14:04:17Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Music for the soul?</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!667.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;You know when you hear a song and it makes you cry?  Well, there are very few songs that make me cry.  I don't really cry easily.  But music moves my soul.  It breaths life, it can turn a mood it can push and pull.  But it is always there.  It is a friend, a companion.  It won't make you feel bad about yourself unless the feeling is already in your subconscious mind.  It won't shout at you and make you feel infurior.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;If you're lucky it'll carry you away, make you forget for a while that your life sucks again.  But other times, alot for me, it'll remind me of friends I haven't seen, friends that are far away, people that I love and have left the world and the people I love.  Yes, the people that I love is listed twice.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;There are a couple of songs that remind me of my grandparents.  (I have one living grandparent and I don't see her often enough.)  The emotions I felt when they passed away and how much I miss them now, are still harsh and raw.  I don't know if they'll ever go away.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;There are songs that remind me of two of my best friends in the world.  My missing them is brought to the surface and stings daily.  One of them ... I know where she is &amp;amp; I know that she is safe.  The other ... I have a vague idea and he is in harms way daily.  The one thing that these friends had in common was the way we used music.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;Music was an expression.  We shared it in our lives and honestly, they both supported me and my craziness.  I like to sing and I sing loud.  I don't sing in my range usually because Opera really (while it is good ...) just isn't something I listen to regularly anymore.  (Yeah roll your eyes!  I listened to it in high school! I was a Soprano at some point in my life &amp;amp; if coached I could be there again! :-p)  That and I gave up trying to perfect the rafter portion years ago.  So I sing along to rock songs by bands like Linkin Park, Green Day and Good Charlotte.  Or even the country queen Reba.  Lately it's been Miley Cyrus and Hannah Montana.  (After all I do have a 7 year old that loves music too.)&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;But lately there are two songs that make me cry and move me in the first eight bars.  Tim McGraw's &amp;quot;If You're Reading This&amp;quot; and Sugarland's &amp;quot;Stay&amp;quot;.  Both remind me of my best friend that is so far away.  The music moves my soul so that I can't help but cry.  I can't get through them.  McGraw does so well on that song.  I understand the meaning behind it having served.  I fear the meaning behind it as well.  I don't want to get that letter.  I have a lot of friends in the service still and they all mean a lot to me.  But this one ... he knows more about me, how I am, why I am and he accepted me as a friend without judegment.  I miss that about him.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;As for Sugarland's &amp;quot;Stay&amp;quot;, if all of you refer back to the song in the previous blog ... those of you who know me and my Sunshine will understand the song.  It greatly expresses my frustration.  Sadly nothing can be done until he gets back from Iraq.  Is it wrong of me to have asked him to help me secure the custody of my child so I can go back into active service?  We want to be married anyway.  I just asked him to help me get there sooner rather than later.  I read an article where ar soldier deployed and her ex can in and got custody of her kid (even though she was remarried and she'd left the child in the custody of her husband) just a few days before she deployed.  She tried to regain custody upon return and the judge said no.  I don't want that to happen to me and my mom have to fight a mess.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;My deal with my ex would be  ... as long as he doesn't pursue custody while I'm gone, when I get back he can drop the child support as long as he signs over his rights to her.  That way my Sunshine would be free to adopt her as he has expressed the desire to do so when we are finally married.  His opinion of my ex and his treatment of my Bug isn't very high.  (but anyway off topic ...)&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;We both love music.  We share it, we'd sing random songs that meant something to us.  &lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;Music will continue to feed my soul.  Music will continue to be everywhere.  Music will be here long after I am gone.  &lt;/font&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#548dd4"&gt;I hope some of this made sense to someone.  If not oh well.  It makes me feel better anyway!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Music+for+the+soul%3f&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!667.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!667.entry</guid><pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:12:27 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!667/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!667.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-01-31T15:12:27Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Sugarland's "Stay"</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!666.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;One of the best songs ever.  It speaks to me.  One of the few songs that can make me cry in the first eight bars.  Pop over to myspace as it is playing there as well.&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;videoid=12229659"&gt;Sugarland - Stay&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.addToProfileConfirm&amp;amp;videoid=12229659&amp;amp;title=Sugarland - Stay"&gt;Add to My Profile&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.home"&gt;More Videos&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Sugarland's+%22Stay%22&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><category>Music</category><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!666.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!666.entry</guid><pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 14:29:56 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!666/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!666.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-01-31T14:29:56Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>"What, me worry?"</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!664.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=4&gt;Hell yeah I'm going to worry.  I have a best friend in Iraq.  Last time I heard from him on the phone was Christmas.  It was a great gift as he'd told me the day before via IM on yahoo (which I am usually mobile) that he'd not be able to call.  SO that was 3 weeks ago.  He's been pretty good about calling me every 3 weeks for 5 of his 10 minutes on the phone.  :) &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=4&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=4&gt;Well, I know things happened over there right before Christmas that bothered him.  I could tell.  He's one of the more emotional men I have ever met.  He keeps it locked up but he'll talk about it when he's ready.  I'm glad he told me what happened I just hope that he's okay with it.  He doesn't write because he has a ton of paperwork at the end of the day so I am thankful for the calls I do get or the text messages. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=4&gt;He messaged me last week and I didn't get to the phone because I was at work on the sales floor and didn't feel my phone vibrate.  I haven't heard from him since.  I'm worried.  He's very ... consistant. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=4&gt;Being without the internet sucks because I can't just get online and see if he's been on.  I have to depend on those phone calls.  Danm it.  I love him and I hope he knows that.  He should but I like to remind him anyway.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+%22What%2c+me+worry%3f%22&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!664.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!664.entry</guid><pubDate>Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:58:48 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>0</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!664/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!664.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2008-01-20T15:58:48Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Another Update ...</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!660.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;So, I missed my retest.  I was too tired to get my butt there.  :(  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;It's official!  I'm divorced.  I've been divorced since 22 Oct.  YAY!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;My Sunshine can't help me celebrate.  He's been gone for 2 months and it really sucks.  But, I am very proud of him!  :)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;My car was dead now it's not.  The dealership rigged the wire that broke.  So now it starts.  But I have 800.00 in repairs that should be made.  They're gonna have to wait.  I was fired for the lack of transportation.  Yeah my Thursday fuckin' sucked.  I had to walk home.  Oh and my boss asked me if I wanted a box.  How was I supposed to walk like 4 miles in the cold carrying a box?!?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;Well, anyhow ...still no internet at the house.  All stuff is done at the station on dial-up.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#b7dde8" size=4&gt;TTYL!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Another+Update+...&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!660.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!660.entry</guid><pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 16:41:56 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>3</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!660/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!660.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-11-18T16:41:56Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>OMG!  An update!!</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!654.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;Okay here's a quick update.  I failed the physical agility test the first time.  I'll be retaking it on Thursday.  I am not prepared.  I started working a split because I can't afford after school care so I've had no time to work out.  I'm getting over a sinus infection (or something like that).&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I've got some Sunshine but he's in Iraq.  :(  Waiting to hear from the Army myself.  Uhm what else?!?  Oh yeah I'm almost divorced.  Had the hearing.  Turned out well.  Just got ot wait.  So maybe another week of actually being married then I'll be officially divorced.  Woohoo!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I haven't got internet at home at the moment.  Feel free to drop me a line.  I can check email at work when I have a free moment.   I&amp;quot;m not supposed to but hey ... I'm a bit slow for work anyway.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;I'll try to get on here when I can.  I can't cehck myspace or spaces at work so I have to do it here at the station and we have dial up.  :(&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2" size=3&gt;All right folks, I'm out.  TTYL.  SS &amp;amp; TC!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+OMG!++An+update!!&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!654.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!654.entry</guid><pubDate>Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:33:19 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>5</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!654/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!654.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-09-23T18:33:19Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>I PASSED!!!</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!629.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;I passed my written test for the city of LR!  Yay!  I go for my physical ability test on Monday at 0800.  Nervous but I know I will do my best!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;BUT on another note ... I have heard from the recruiter on my consult.  I will be going in on 13 August for it.  I go see him on 7 August to get my paperwork in order before that.  I think the senator's office calling may have had something to do with it.  Yeah, I know I'm mean but I at least want the chance.  They wouldn't have given me that without it.  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;I have to fill out a new packet for MEMS  (Hehe I know all these pots on the fire ... but let's see ... Plan A ... the only thing i know how to be ... a soldier.  Plan B ... MEMS and being an EMT (which is quite fascinating) and Plan C ... Firefighter for the LRFD.  (Life long dream to be a FF but I am one now ... why would I want to get paid to do it?!?  Hmmm ...  oh yeah to at least say I tried!!))&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;I still hate where I work.  I'm still in love with my best friend and I want desperately to see him before he deploys but I don't think I'll get to.  Makes me want to cry really.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;Yup, still feeling a bit lost and confused.  We'll see which plan unfolds first and best!  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;My court date has 2 possiblities ... Sept or Oct.  Needless to say it will be 10 years before we are divorced.  We've been seperated for at least 4 years of that.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;Anyway ... wish me luck on Monday!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+I+PASSED!!!&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!629.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!629.entry</guid><pubDate>Thu, 02 Aug 2007 21:53:02 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>16</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!629/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!629.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-08-02T21:53:02Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Have you ever felt ...</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!624.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;lost?  I felt hopelessly lost yesterday and most of the night.    I didn't sleep well.  I have a friend you see, that I love very much.  Okay if you've been following this you know who I'm talking about.  He's scheduled to go on block leave ... actually it started yesterday.  He said he'd call and when he didn't I started to get worried.  I was kinda torked  anyway because of my postponed courtdate.  But this really worried me.  I knew he'd have told me if he was heading here.  I don't know if he realizes how worried I was.  He usually turns his phone on after work and he didn't.  I tried all night.  Every time I woke up I called, just to see if by some odd coincidence it would ring.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;Finally this morning, like an hour ago, he calls me.  Apologizing for not  calling.  He'd gone fishing!  So glad for that.  I thought something terrible had happened.  I won't ever know if something happens to him.  I told him what I had feared.  He said not to worry, nothing like that would happen.  But I don't know.  I don't trust one of the people he keeps in his company.  Ah well ...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#8db3e2"&gt;He's safe.  That's what matters!  :)  So am I just insane to have felt the way I did?  I love him so terribly much that there's  this empty spot I feel in my heart.  It aches everyday and fills up when I hear his voice or when I get to see him.  Then it empties out again when he's gone.  I know that in the end it'll be me and him but I still can't help feeling a bit lost.  I have this great picture of him but I won't share it.  :)  It's all for me!  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Have+you+ever+felt+...&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!624.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!624.entry</guid><pubDate>Sat, 28 Jul 2007 16:11:43 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>2</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!624/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!624.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-28T16:15:21Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>More and more I'm wishing ...</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!623.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;That I never married the ass.  Our hearing has been postponed because his attorney hasn't been able to contact him.  No fuckin' shit.  Neither have I.   I've been told she's not the sharpest tool in the shed.  So ... I still need a kid sitter!  I'll find out on Monday when the new date is.  Still nothing from my written test.  But we'll see... they did say give them until the morning of 3 August.  So hopefully mine will be here on Monday or Tuesday.  Will it be better to have been married 10 then get a divorce?  Cause on 28 August will be 10.  Yippee.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;Aggrivated is not really the word I'd use.  Livid doesn't seem to cover it either ... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;So, when asked again if I'll get married again ... my answer will be very slow in coming.  So, should a certain someone read this ... I want to but we have to be very sure.  Yes, I agree we'll wait longer!  :)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font color="#95b3d7"&gt;Cryptic messages too hehe.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+More+and+more+I'm+wishing+...&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!623.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!623.entry</guid><pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 22:58:02 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>2</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!623/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!623.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-27T22:58:02Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Okay okay ... here's what's up with me</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!618.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;I tested for the LRFD.  The written  test was Friday ... I missed a day of work to take the test.  Which was okay because I really didn't want to drag my ass out of bed after being up most of the night at Barnes &amp;amp; Noble for the Harry Potter Midnight Magic party   (Yes, I've read it.  It's awesome!  I'm on my second time through.)  Okay ... now I'm waiting for the reults.  &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;I found out that MEMS (the local  meat wagon .... I mean ambulance service) is doing a rookie class and soon.  I put my rookie school packet in ages ago!  So where the hell is my phone call?!?  The pay sucks but I'd be doing something I like.&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;My final hearing is on Monday.  I need a witness and i haven't got one.  I have plenty of folks who could do it but no one to watch the kid and be with me.  Without one I'm screwed.  Especially if the toad shows up.  Which I've heard he might. try to be.  Hopefully he won't be there.  He thinks it's Wednesday.&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;So, because I missed a day of work the check was short a day and now I haven't hte money to pay the car insurance, the car payment, the cell bill or the cable, phone and internet.  I didn't have the money to pay all that before but now I'm really screwed. &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;I am really missing the paycheck I had 8 years ago.  All I had to do was pass a PT test and follow orders. and I was making probably double what I make now a month.  Why did I get out again?  Oh yeah I was becoming a spineless git.  Well ... that goes to show me that I should have followed my dreams instead of listening to the idiot I married.&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;So if anyone has vacation time ... I have a couch ... I need a kid sitter and a witness!  Feel free to email me for further details!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Okay+okay+...+here's+what's+up+with+me&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!618.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!618.entry</guid><pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:39:36 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>2</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!618/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!618.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-27T01:39:36Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Awesome event for the military!</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!605.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.military.com/NewsContent/0,13319,141196,00.html"&gt;http://www.military.com/NewsContent/0,13319,141196,00.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;Isn't it great when you can read the positive stuff too?  It's things like this that make me proud to have been a soldier!  (As soon as I get the scanner working you'll see pics of me in uniform!)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Awesome+event+for+the+military!&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!605.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!605.entry</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:40:04 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>4</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!605/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!605.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-04T12:40:04Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Pet Peeves</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!603.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Something that has been bugging me a lot lately ... my list of pet peeves. It seems as I've gotten older that they annoy me more. So if you can relate here are just some of my pet peeves (not necessarily the top ten but #1 is the biggest!) ...
&lt;p&gt;10. People who don't move for flashing lights (red or blue)
&lt;p&gt;9. People who can't see over the steering wheel.
&lt;p&gt;8. People who change lanes without being nice enough to use their blinkers.
&lt;p&gt;7. People who don't use their blinkers at all.
&lt;p&gt;6. People who use both hands to talk on the cell phone, while driving. (They make me very nervous ... which hand is on the wheel?!?)
&lt;p&gt;(Please note: most of them are related to driving! People in Arkansas can be nice but driving habits are awful! (no offense Amy. &lt;img src="http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/4.gif"&gt; you don't fall into this catagory thankfully) There are a large number of Arkansasans (sp?!?) that are really scary to be driving!)
&lt;p&gt;5. Bad grammar.
&lt;p&gt;4. People who stare at me for no reason, like I've sprouted horns. (Those darn things are just supposed to be covered by my hair to hold up the halo!! &lt;img src="http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/10.gif"&gt; Now, if it's followed by phrases like ... &amp;quot;You're hot&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Wow, your beauty blinded me for a moment&amp;quot; then that's okay! &lt;img src="http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/3.gif"&gt; )
&lt;p&gt;3. People who treat others like they are garbage.
&lt;p&gt;2. People who treat children (and other adults) like they are stupid and have no mind of their own.
&lt;p&gt;1. People who use their kids as leverage.
&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;What do I mean by number one,&amp;quot; you ask? Well, I am trying very hard to shield my very bright and intelligent 6 year old from the mean things I say about her daddy when I am angry. I endeavour to keep her from the war that could be coming over who gets to have sole custody. I think it will get very ugly. I have not tried to use her against him in any fashion, I try to be nice and I try to remember to have her call him when she should. (Hard when all I have is his CommuniKate number.)
&lt;p&gt;Never once have I thrown it in his face to hurt him or cause any other mental anguish, especially when he was deployed to Iraq. To do so would be wrong. It would be using my child as leverage. He has nothing really that I want. Granted he probably makes more money than I do, but we're handling it in a legal court system. She will not attend the final hearing. She will be further shielded from the harshness that could go on. She'll be allowed to form her own opinions of her father at some point later in life and be happy knowing that I've not used her in any way to harm him mentally. (I've heard he's already losing his marbles (at least according to the Army) we don't need to cause anymore of that.)
&lt;p&gt;I may be an evil bitch at times but I do have an ounce of compassion deep down somewhere in my toes.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Pet+Peeves&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!603.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!603.entry</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:53:34 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>1</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!603/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!603.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-03T12:53:34Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Soulmates?</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!602.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I couldn't sleep again and I've been wondering about the term soulmate. How do you know when you've found that person? I thought, once upon a time, that I'd found mine. Do we really know? You never have more than one. My grandparents were soulmates. They loved each other with such great passion until the end of their days that I only hope I can have that too. So here's what I found:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Soulmate&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (or &lt;strong&gt;soul mate&lt;/strong&gt;) is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, &lt;a title=Friendship href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;friendship&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a title=Love href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;love&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a title=Intimacy href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intimacy"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;intimacy&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a title="Human sexuality" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sexuality"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;sexuality&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, and/or &lt;a title=Compatibility href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compatibility"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;compatibility&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.
&lt;p&gt;A related concept is that of the &lt;strong&gt;twin flame&lt;/strong&gt; or &lt;strong&gt;twin soul&lt;/strong&gt; – thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's &lt;a title=Soul href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soul"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;soul&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, for which all souls are driven to find and join.
&lt;p&gt;However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry such &lt;a title=Mysticism href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mysticism"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;mystical&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a title=Connotation href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Connotation"&gt;&lt;font color="#247cd4"&gt;connotations&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;; they are sometimes used simply as an expression of strong emotional feeling for someone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Soulmates%3f&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!602.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!602.entry</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 07:03:09 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>3</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!602/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!602.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-07-01T07:03:09Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>More drama and car parts</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!601.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;Well, this past week or two has seen a bit more drama.  A  friend that has deployed ... the drama in his life... all caused by this psycho bitch he married.  She's starting stuff becasue she can't stand to be out of the spotlight.  It has come to our attention that she is a pathalogical liar.  Hr story changes on a daily basis.  we've all told her to back off and let him be so he can come home to his kids alive rather than in a box but she doesn't listen!  And to top it off she still calls herself a veteran even though she didn't finish basic training.   Yes, no end of aggrivation for me there,&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;Anywho, I got the sensor I need for my car and I am hoping to get to fix it today.  My brother was rather cranky yesterday and I didn't want to ask him or he'd never have said yes.  So I'll try it on my own first and then call in the appropriate tools!  That's what big brothers are for isn't it?!?&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;Oh and in another surprise ... the city is testing to hire 3 firefighters.  I will be joining the crowd on 20 July 2007.  I figure why the hell not.  I'm not going anywhere and the starting salary will be great!!  Besdies ... it would be awesome to earn the right to be hired and work my way up to chief! ;)   The city has a female fire chief at the moment and I would love to meet her.  But I hear she got there as the token female.  Don't know as I&amp;quot;ve never met her (as previously mentioned.).  It was coming from a male, so who knows!&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;That's all for now! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+More+drama+and+car+parts&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!601.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!601.entry</guid><pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2007 12:32:57 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>1</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!601/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!601.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-06-30T12:32:57Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Adult Sex Quiz</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!600.entry</link><description>&lt;div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive" size=6&gt;Adult Sex Quiz&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" size=6&gt;Q.  What does a rubix cube and a penis have in common?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" size=6&gt;A.   The longer you play with them the harder they get.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" size=6&gt;A.  You dont have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;font face="Lucida Handwriting" size=6&gt;Send this to 3 people you know, or you'll have bad sex for the rest of your life!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Adult+Sex+Quiz&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><comments>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!600.entry#comment</comments><guid isPermaLink="true">http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!600.entry</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2007 02:25:32 GMT</pubDate><slash:comments>1</slash:comments><msn:type>blogentry</msn:type><live:type>blogentry</live:type><live:typelabel>Blog entry</live:typelabel><wfw:commentRss>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!600/comments/feed.rss</wfw:commentRss><wfw:comment>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!56701E84B13706FD!600.entry#comment</wfw:comment><dcterms:modified>2007-06-28T02:25:32Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: West Pulaski Fire Department</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!451/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;West Pulaski Fire Department&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;452"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;452&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;New &amp;#40;to us&amp;#41; Brush Truck&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;453"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;453&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Old POS Brush Truck&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;454"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;454&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The Chief working&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;455"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;455&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chief &amp;#38; Captain inspecting their work&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;456"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;456&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;More inspecting&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;457"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;457&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The Chief working&amp;#63;&amp;#33;&amp;#63;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;458"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;458&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Captain actually working&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;510"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;510&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Engine3a&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;511"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;511&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Engine3aa&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;512"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;512&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Engine3b&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;451&amp;#47;"&gt;More Photos...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+West+Pulaski+Fire+Department&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!451</guid><pubDate>Sun, 18 Mar 2007 17:30:51 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!451/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2007-03-18T17:30:51Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: That's Right!</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!492/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;That&amp;#39;s Right&amp;#33;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;492&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;493"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;493&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Be Warned&amp;#33;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+That's+Right!&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!492</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 15:06:12 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!492/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2007-02-26T15:06:12Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: Shamelessly Borrowed Chester Photos</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!178/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;Shamelessly Borrowed Chester Photos&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;179"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;179&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Another Animated Chester&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;180"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;180&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I can&amp;#39;t remember where I found this pencil sketch&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;181"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;181&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Boost Mobile somthing or other screen capture&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;182"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;182&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;sorry if it&amp;#39;s grainy i edited this it&amp;#39;s from the Numb&amp;#47;Encore video also a capture borrowed&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;183"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;183&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;From Numb&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;184"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;184&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;from In The End&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;369"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;369&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;chester_b_w&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;370"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;370&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chester-Bennington&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;371"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;371&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;chestericonani&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;178&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;438"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;438&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chesterboflp&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+Shamelessly+Borrowed+Chester+Photos&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!178</guid><pubDate>Mon, 24 Apr 2006 01:07:23 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!178/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2006-04-24T01:07:23Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: FlaRF 2006</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!394/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;FlaRF 2006&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;395"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;395&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Faires at the Faire&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;396"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;396&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;#34;The Queen&amp;#34; and her fairies&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;397"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;397&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;398"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;398&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 2&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;399"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;399&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 3&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;400"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;400&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;jousting 4&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;401"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;401&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 5&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;402"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;402&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 6&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;403"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;403&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jousting 7&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;404"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;404&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Joustin 8&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;394&amp;#47;"&gt;More Photos...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+FlaRF+2006&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!394</guid><pubDate>Mon, 24 Apr 2006 01:05:16 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!394/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2006-04-24T01:05:16Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: Linkin Park/ Fort Minor</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!367/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;Linkin Park&amp;#47; Fort Minor&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;367&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;368"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;368&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;MikeShinodaandJade&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+Linkin+Park%2f+Fort+Minor&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!367</guid><pubDate>Thu, 01 Sep 2005 02:27:53 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!367/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2005-09-01T02:27:53Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: FlaRF 2004</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!106/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;FlaRF 2004&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;343"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;343&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To the Hilt 1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;344"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;344&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To the Hilt 2&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;345"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;345&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To the Hilt 3&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;346"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;346&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To the Hilt 4&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;347"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;347&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To the Hilt 5&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;348"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;348&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Naughty Nymph Show 1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;349"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;349&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Naughty Nymph Show 2&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;350"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;350&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Amanda Hugginkiss&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;351"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;351&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Us and Amanda 1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;352"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;352&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Us and Amanda 2&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;106&amp;#47;"&gt;More Photos...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+FlaRF+2004&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!106</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 Jun 2005 15:35:51 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!106/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2005-06-21T15:35:51Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Photo Album: Things I have Made</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!167/</link><description>&lt;p&gt;Things I have Made&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr height="8"&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;167&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;168"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;168&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This an original design &amp;#40;mine that is &amp;#41; for a friend&amp;#39;s granddaughter where I work.  I even made the bondage straps to match&amp;#33;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;167&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;169"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;169&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Unoffical replica of the HP &amp;#38; the POA robes &amp;#40;pdc if you ask me&amp;#33;&amp;#33;&amp;#41; &amp;#42;oh yeah I made her too &amp;#59;&amp;#41; &amp;#42;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;167&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;170"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;170&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;My mom and I came up with this banner for a sermon series on Joseph at our church.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width="15"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;#47;photos&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;167&amp;#47;cns&amp;#33;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;171"&gt;&lt;img src="http://storage.live.com&amp;#47;items&amp;#47;56701E84B13706FD&amp;#33;171&amp;#58;thumbnail" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This took a couple of years to create but isn&amp;#39;t it awesome&amp;#33;  It&amp;#39;s FOR SALE email me at jade&amp;#64;jadefairelyte.net&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Photo+Album%3a+Things+I+have+Made&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!167</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 May 2005 00:30:22 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>photoalbum</msn:type><live:type>photoalbum</live:type><live:typelabel>Photo album</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!56701E84B13706FD!167/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2005-05-13T00:30:22Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Book List: Book List</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!156</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.schnoogle.com&amp;#47;"&gt;J.K. Rowling: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Certainly explains a lot ... I love this book. I&amp;#39;m sad to see it end however ... It will live on in fan fiction&amp;#33;  &amp;#40;the link is to a fanfic site&amp;#33;&amp;#41;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;J.K. Rowling: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;effing awesome great backstory on a major character &amp;#40;Snape&amp;#39;s actions...&amp;#58;-&amp;#40;  BOO&amp;#33;&amp;#41;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;Harry Potter and the Sorcerer&amp;#39;s Stone&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http&amp;#58;&amp;#47;&amp;#47;"&gt;Daunte &amp;#40;translated by John Ciardi&amp;#41;: Inferno&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;William Shakespeare: Othello&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Book+List%3a+Book+List&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!156</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Jul 2007 00:46:38 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>booklist</msn:type><live:type>booklist</live:type><live:typelabel>Book list</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!156/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2007-07-30T00:46:38Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Custom List: Custom List</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!103</link><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spaces.msn.com&amp;#47;members&amp;#47;LADYDREAM7&amp;#47;"&gt;Dreamweaver&amp;#39;s Space&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.lpunderground.com"&gt;Linkin Park Underground&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;If you join perhaps you could be nice and mention that Vashjinnreferred you&amp;#33;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spaces.msn.com&amp;#47;members&amp;#47;umloko&amp;#47;"&gt;Alternocivo uMlok&amp;#216;&amp;#174;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;If you don&amp;#39;t read Spanish you&amp;#39;ll need a good translator&amp;#33;  &amp;#40;as Ido&amp;#33;&amp;#41;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://translate.google.com"&gt;Google&amp;#39;s Translator Page&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Really great for tanslations if you don&amp;#39;t have a personal translator.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.jadefairelyte.net"&gt;Jade &amp;#38; Fairelyte&amp;#39;s Creations&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;My side hobby&amp;#47;business and another passion&amp;#33;&amp;#33;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spaces.msn.com&amp;#47;members&amp;#47;jct73&amp;#47;PersonalSpace.aspx&amp;#63;_c&amp;#61;"&gt;James&amp;#39; blog&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I really liked this one so I&amp;#39;m adding it... visit if you like ordon&amp;#39;t I don&amp;#39;t care either way&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spaces.msn.com&amp;#47;members&amp;#47;phenom0&amp;#47;"&gt;DARKANG3L&amp;#39;s space&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;hehe i like the pics and the LP song list &amp;#40;it&amp;#39;s short tho&amp;#33;&amp;#41;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spaces.msn.com&amp;#47;members&amp;#47;airframeangel&amp;#47;"&gt;Angel&amp;#39;s Hole in the Wall&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I stumbled across this site.  The young lady is stationed in Iraq so please drop by and say hi.  Give words of encouragement if you so chose to.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.myspace.com&amp;#47;fortminor"&gt;Fort Minor on myspace.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Custom+List%3a+Custom+List&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!103</guid><pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 11:36:46 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>list</msn:type><live:type>list</live:type><live:typelabel>List</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!103/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2007-06-02T11:36:46Z</dcterms:modified></item><item><title>Custom List: Guest Book</title><link>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!494</link><description>&lt;p&gt;Guest Book&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://two.guestbook.de&amp;#47;gb.cgi&amp;#63;gid&amp;#61;877174&amp;#38;prot&amp;#61;kbhvsb"&gt;Thanks for your visit... let me know you were here&amp;#33;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=6228511839911085821&amp;page=RSS%3a+Custom+List%3a+Guest+Book&amp;referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;amp;NA=1149&amp;amp;PI=73329&amp;amp;RF=&amp;amp;DI=3919&amp;amp;PS=85545&amp;amp;TP=vashjinn.spaces.live.com&amp;amp;GT1=vashjinn"&gt;</description><guid isPermaLink="false">cns!56701E84B13706FD!494</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 16:03:15 GMT</pubDate><msn:type>list</msn:type><live:type>list</live:type><live:typelabel>List</live:typelabel><cf:itemRSS>http://vashjinn.spaces.live.com/Lists/cns!56701E84B13706FD!494/feed.rss</cf:itemRSS><dcterms:modified>2007-02-26T16:03:15Z</dcterms:modified></item></channel></rss>